Inspiration: Psalms 139
You have searched me Lord, and you know me well.
You actually know me better than I know myself.
You were a part of my past when I made the best and worst of decisions,
and you are a part of my present guiding my steps in your will.
You will be a part of my future, yet my days are unknown.
You alone God, are my future, my everything. You are my ALL.
Experience: Discovering the true meaning of Love in Bible Study.
I’m sitting in a dark theater, watching the scene unfold before my eyes…
A girl once lost in life is now complete because she found the love of her life.
The credits begin to roll…I stand…and I wonder…
“Can it really be that simple? Can finding love be the answer to my life?” Read more
Experience: Recognizing the significance of my failed relationships and suffering.
I Messed Up.
One smile changed my life. One smile of longing and desire saturated me.
One smile grabbed my fleeting feet and pulled me towards a door reserved just for me.
Darkness and blindness overtook me and now I’m losing sight of direction.
I’m losing sight of me.
I reach out for an escape, a key…anything to help me flee.
Then I hear that smile say “I have the key. It’s just out of your reach”.
I reach out.
Then I see it. My smile. The smile reserved just for me persuasively repeats:
“This key depends on you, which depends on me.”
“Your only way out is to seek happiness in my inadequacies.”
I can’t do this, but I need that smile!
I want to smile!
No! I need to escape…
One. Two. Three. Breathe. Read more